I've heard it said that if you're bored, it means you're boring. So... here I am.... BORED. Am I boring? lol Maybe... at the moment I am. It seems that it has been so long since I've been cerebral. My brain just doesn't go there much anymore. I suppose it has forgotten the way.... like a once well-worn path that becomes overgrown with brush and weeds due to lack of use.
I don't have internet access at home. I can get to the library but that doesn't happen often. It takes too much coordination of time ....and children. Sometimes, a cerebral nerve will fire from some unknown trigger and the ideas come spilling out. Never seems to be at a time when I can get to my blog, though.
My brain doesn't feel like it used to anyway. For years now, it feels like someone has access to a remote control in my head and keeps switching channels....making it difficult to land on one thought for too long a period of time. It is so frustrating. There are times when I feel like I get in a "groove"... a good one.... one filled with ideas and words that flow well and make sense.... ideas that teach....instruct.... encourage. At those times, I think I'd like to be a life coach. I see how my words or encouragement make a difference in someone's life.... and WOW... what a great feeling. That's my purpose.... that's my calling: to nurture and instruct... to mend brokenness... to overcome evil with good. Restoration. Reconciliation. Instill a sense of hope... purpose... usefulness. To make others aware of who God created them to be. Oh how different life can be when we not only KNOW, but actually WALK IN, our intended purpose. I still have a long way to go on this one. I get in a rut. I forget who I am. I get distracted from realizing all that is mine through inheritance.... inheritance from the King Who is the true "Master of the Universe".
Overall, our purpose in life... for each and every one of us... is "to glorify God and enjoy Him forever". That pretty much sums it up. What does that mean? We glorify Him ..... honor him... by walking in our calling... by being true to our original purpose.... by helping others know who He created them to be. He "delights" in us... He has so much to show us, to give us..... TRUE peace, TRUE joy....
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