Writing

“Teach these great truths to trustworthy people who are able to pass them on to others.” - 2 Timothy 2:2

I want to write.  I need to write.  But I don't write. Why?  I write beautiful articles in my head while I'm on my job or driving in the minivan. But when I sit down in front of the computer or a pad of paper, my mind seems to go in every other direction except towards the archives where I've stored those eloquent words in my memory banks.  Time is wasting & I can't help but wonder... will I ever write my book?  Am I squandering God's time....the time He has allotted to me to write this story?  It haunts me. The guilt eats at me.  But writer's block conquers me.  

Someone asked me when my book was coming out. I say, "You mean the book that has no subject or concept yet?  The book that hasn't even been started?"  Yeah, that's the one.  Then it occurs to me.... GOD is writing it.... each day of my life, each event, each test and trial, each tear and laugh.... more pages of this book.... He is teaching me....molding me.... shaping me.... pruning, weeding, fertilizing.... reprimanding, disciplining....  And one day..... He will say, "Now, Princess, write it down.  Now is the time."   And, finally.... there it will be :-)