I want my blog header back! I liked the pic of the backyard and the kiddos and the momma. It SAYS it's there but it doesn't show up. My link list showed up across the top instead, for some reason. I want to move it. I can't figure out how. I tried reading through the html code and even read a little thing on how to understand html. Um, yeah, okay....if you say so.
The biggest problem that I REALLY have is that I can only concentrate for about 30 seconds at a time. That's about how long it takes for someone else in this house to realize that I'm deep in thought and come up with a reason to NEED me. Even when they aren't needy, I catch myself not fully concentrating, out of habit, because I KNOW at any second, someone is going to interrupt my thoughts. Actually, what bothers me the most is that I know how I react when I'm frustrated at being interrupted and unable to complete much of anything. And it's not terribly pretty. In fact, I can get quite mean. So to avoid a scenario where I am not "nice mommy", I just don't even bother. What a lovely way to live. It has become my daily existence. And just mere existence, it is. I have become a gross underachiever. Emphasis on 'gross' most of the time. :-)
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