I have a feeling this is going to be a rough day. I couldn't hold my tongue anymore and told the man what I know, what I've known. I have been in a standstill because of last weekend and all the love and attentiveness he showed towards me. I couldn't figure out what direction to go in. But when I asked him last night if he was still seeing that girl, he said yes, then I realized he was playing me. How many times will I let him jerk my heart around? Not anymore. I love him with all my heart but I love myself more. I love this family more. So he can go off on his little fantasy while I hold down the fort here. Wouldn't be the first time. But thankfully for me and the kids, it will be the last.
L'CHAIM!
11 comments:
I feel for you, I've been in your shoes. Trust in the strength of the Almighty and He will see you through this!
My thoughts are with you . . it sounds like you are having a hard time. I hope you remember that love for yourself and your family. It can be hard.
I can't say as I've been there, but I can only imagine how rough this all is on you and the kids. I do know that karma is a funny thing and he'll get his. It might not be now, but it'll come.
Good for you girlfriend!! You take care of yourself and those kids. I know it will be rough, but you can't let him keep doing that to you day after day.
I'm so sorry Jeannette :( I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts.
i am so sorry you are going through this nightmare. good for you for finding the courage to stand up for yourself.
I'm so proud of you! I know it's tough, but you're tougher, Jeanette. I know how much you love that man, but I personally think that you're too good for him. He really needs to grow up. Big hugs to you and the little tykes.
praying for you - i know it's hard, can't imagine how you're doing it! trust God - He'll get you through.
I know I've said this before, but I've never meant it more than today -- I am proud of you. I admire you.
But mostly. . . I am praying for you.
Thank goodness. I was worried you'd fall for his line. Anyone who would wander when he has a smart, attractive girl like you is an ass. Sorry, but it's the truth. God has better for you. You're WORTH IT. YOUR CHILDREN ARE WORTH IT.
Hang in there. And never forget that God is not a man, that He should lie, neither the son of man, that he should change his mind. He loves you. He will take care of you. He will restore you.
I'll be praying for you. I hope it all works out for you and your family. Be confident in the fact that you made the right move for you and your kids
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